So much has happened in the last week, I honestly feel exhausted. After working till the early hours for weeks on end, last Thursday my new website finally went live. It was supposed to launch today, just a day before National Fertility Week UK, but after Fertility Network UK launched my films on their YouTube channel and Hull IVF Unit released their press release about their new campaign #DareToShare that featured a quote from myself, I had to rush the launch through in case the web address featured.
At the same time as amending PayPal coding and proof reading my pages I was racing too and from the IVF Unit juggling interviews with Viking FM, KCFM and ITV Calendar News! After weeks of preparation it was all over and done in a flash and I was talking about the new site staring down the camera of the regional news!
But it was all good. It was all hugely positive and just one of many steps towards raising the profile of Secondary Infertility. So far, I’ve not personally promoted the website just yet, I’ll be putting it on my Facebook page later tonight, but already, just from promoting the YouTube film the feedback has been fantastic. As I write, the video has been shared 17 times by my friends and family, how terrific is that?!
One asked: “Is it OK to share?” which was lovely as I’m a stickler for Facebook etiquette and respecting privacy but I was like “hell yeh! share away as much as you can, that’s why I’m doing it!”
The response in their comments has also been fabulous and very rewarding, though it has actually got me thinking ‘why on earth have I taken all this on after the life we’ve put ourselves through the last 5 years?’ I’m still wondering now TBH. But, what I do know, when I’m not trying to analyse myself, is that it’s the most natural instinct in me right now, behind my family.
I don’t think you ever forget an experience that took you to the brink. That was Primary then Secondary Infertility for me.
I don’t ever think you forget a comment that stung you. That was the reply from a publisher who said there wasn’t market for SI books because people didn’t search for them on Amazon for me.
I don’t think you can forget other people who are trapped in horrid position you have been fortunate to have escaped. They are those still trying for a second child feeling guilty and alone.
Two words people have used a lot over recent days have been brave and inspiring. They make me very proud but I’ve never felt brave, I certainly don’t mind sharing my story because I know the huge value it has compared to any embarrassment I may have. Inspiring is an interesting word as it generally means you encourage others to do the same – I hope I do.
If more people who have suffered Secondary Infertility, or even Primary Infertility shared their stories highlighting the pain, the background to the treatment, their coping mechanisms, their successes or how they handle failure, the more people will feel comfortable if they are suffering. We who have been through it must share our experience to ‘normalise’ and ‘de-stigmatise’ fertility treatment.
I hope this feedback continues to grow as promotion of the website, Youtube channel and Facebook page start to grow over forthcoming months.
There was one comment however that could have stopped me in my tracks and say “job done”.
It was from a girl in Pennsylvania who messaged me to say “Thank you for sharing your video. As I sit in my car crying, it was so comforting to know that I’m not alone. Thank you” I know how much it meant to her because there was many I time I too had been sat alone crying. I remember the very first time I identified with Secondary Infertility – it was so so utterly refreshing to recognised the situation I was in and know it had a name, I was part of a group of people, and realise it wasn’t just me!
Whilst I wish there was no more ‘girls in Pennsylvania’, I know there are hundreds we need to reach, so again, I say in answer to your question: “Hell Yeh! You share the ass off my story and let’s do this together!”